Reila

This was the 1st Gaze song which made me cried.
It wasnt because of Ruki, but the same personal experience and same feelings that we owned..

It was said that this song is dedicated to Ruki's girlfriend whom commited suicide.
He went so emotional that he cried while singing that song..
and what pulled me down was the lyrics itself..

Reila, its a song Ruki dedicated to Reila whom he loved most.
Reila, its a song Julien dedicated to someone whom she treasured most.

and from the lyrics, this is what i agreed most..
"You've became nothing. are you feeling more pain than me,who is left behind?"



[ Since I've met you, how many of the same wounds have I sustained?
How many of them supported me?
I wanted you to tell only me,when you are hurt.
The truth is burning my eyes.
You're immobilized in silence. What are you thinking about?
I don't need any reasons. If you could only return her to me.

You've became nothing;
are you feeling more pain than me,who is left behind?
Although nothing has started yet.
Although I haven't said these words yet.
Where have you gone?

Reila, Reila
I'm trying to call out your name,but this voice does not reach you.
Reila, Reila
Open your eyes and laugh, show me, that it's all a lie.

We can go somewhere tomorrow, if you want to.
We will go there for sure, no matter, where will it be.

I think, that you were always like that.
You were going to somewhere.
You left me behing again and ran off by yourself.
I can't reach you anymore, I can't reach you anymore.
Although I have met with you at last,
everything, what I have kept in myself, started overflowing,
it became my tears and spilled out.

Reila, Reila
These words, that I haven't said to you.
Reila, Reila
I will sing them now and here for you.
Reila, Reila
I love you more than anyone else.
Reila, Reila
I love you. I love you.

Room, in which we were together, is still the way it was.
I haven't locked the door,so you can always come back.
I will wait for you forever. Even though I know.
Even now I see your silhouette as you open the door.
You will surely come back tomorrow, right? ]

Deep respect..
Those who are left behind feel the most pain..
Even after so long, not everyone could take it..